In Loving Memory of

*Tara Rose McAvoy*

 our very first and favorite picture, we have met before but never had a chance to get pic togs until this night. and that night I was pretty drunk and I kept repeating your full name and make sure that you're allright along rachel blake. you told me next morning with your beautiful long blond hair with dimples, " you were so cute, i felt so flattered that you said my FULL name all the night. you sure show enough how much I mean to you."

 you were not sure that night about shaving your hair off. I was thrilled that you weren't sure! i wanted you to experience like i did because i had a long hair when i was a freshman too. i begged you and i called jenie to help to make u to DO it. and you decided to do it, i was so thrilled that i wanted to braid your hair and encouraged you to send your beautiful hair to your parents. you grinned and said yes do it! I felt honored to be part of it.

progress of chop your hair off ;)

 scared yet brave.

" oh my god, i couldn't believe it. i actually did it."done doney.

 shiny bald tara along my brother, jonathan padilla valencia. This is bestest picture of your dimples!

 at one of  the parties in my room.. you have been always a pleasure company in the room, not only the company but you were the light of the room.

 laughing away.... thats you, tara rose mcavoy.

 our last picture together...

Tara Rose McAvoy,

 The day I met you through jenie, you were just exactly what jenie had described me for almost a year. I have heard a lot good things about you and always eager to know you more. When you transfered mssd, i was thrilled to be able to know you, however our timing wasnt exactly right. We still managed to say hi and hugs once in a while whenever we got to see each other. You're one of those people that I always wanted to know more. And, I know that we will connect someday, somehow. You decided not to go gallaudet, I was disappointed but continued our converstation through aims. One day, I immed you about your christmas break and you told me the bestest news that you will go to gu. When I returned to GU from crazy california break along my marylander friends. I saw you and we talked and talked. We started to hang out much more and you came to our parties, ate out, went to strip club. You saw me drunk for my first time in my life. We sure clicked so fast in such a short period.

 One night that I would never forgot ... we were in our rooms and could not do our homework and we talked through aim out of blue and we ended up talking for more than two hours! we discussed about a lot issues that i wouldn't have shared with some people. you told me what is my biggest fear and I was stunned. You are a true psychologist and you said it yourself. " i want to be a psychologist someday and help others." we agreed that we need to go bed but make sure that we will eat out and talk in person instead pager! we actually made our promise but this time you brought your boyfriend, chad along who was in the town. We enjoyed our meals with lot of laughters. It was best time being with you.

Tara Rose- you're an inspiration, dreamer, smart and very beautiful. When you walk in the room, you light the whole room. Nobody could go to you with their frown faces, you have the vibration that people will just smile once they see you.You have been touched so many people's heart in long or short period. You are someone who everyone would want to get to know you. Your presence will not be forgotten.  Whoever have met you in their life, they are very lucky. I considered myself as one of luckiest girl on the earth to know someone like you. You're perfect defined of an angel........It is not easy knowing that I wont see you ever again. You meant a lot not only to me but by many and many people. I am not going to say goodbye but I am saying that I am going to see you someday, sometimes, somewhere, somewhat and somehow.

At least, you're in a better place... rest in peace.

I love you, Tara Rose McAvoy.

** a clip from korn** http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o741XkBvSDs

Life is too short... please try not to take things for granted.

hiiyyyaa- i felt bad that i totally forgot about LJ! honestly.. xanga def took over all kind of journals on internet.. but i STILl like gj better though... but people comment in xanga better than gj so ofc who doesnt like comments? :) i think i owe yall long long long entries but i ill just use what i used yesterday on xanga and gj.. a load of pictures for birthday people and bs.
enjoy em awayyy- if wanna me to write more entries.. post away!!!!!!!!!!!
mwahhh
jessica

my sph going jr summer with you-- ROCKY POINT!!!ah  RP, itself said it enff ;)

Geo- we went thru so much that we r known as always goin  on "roller coaster" yet manage to remain a great friend. :) love you- HAPPPPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!! **belated for now.. well its not in az's time heh* I cant imagine if theres NO geo. trust me :) *ARF* *LMAO.. we sure made a lot of inside jokes and memories togs that many others wudnt never unddy us*

hugs-meaty j

yoo! im too lazy to copy n paste all urls addy so just go my gj- and u can post comment thur this if u wanna :D

http://www.greatestjournal.com/users/shina/

mwah luvvies

jessica

i posted pics on gj and i tried to copy n paste on this- i cudnt :( so go check my gj for pic :D sorry for not update that much lol xo

Gloria Maria Padilla, my wonderful and beautiful mommy!

Who has been there for my first step,eat,lose my teeth, grow new ones, whiny over small things, cut/scars,puberty, my games, and my graduations... EVERYTHING! She MaNaGeD those FOUR crazy boys who would scream and run in the house.. throw basketball balls and shoot as if there is rim in the house. She wud calm my father when he yelled at them to not destory the wall that they usually break on small spot upper near ceiling! :) **especially for jeremias, a full troublemaker!heh** She was so grateful to have me when she has me on christmas eve...at last- a girl!*INsERT my BIGGEST SMILE* yep, im LAST and OnLy girl in the family...(spoiled eh heh) mom wud go to me and make sure I stay girlie since i have 4 brothers who could turn me into TOMBOY! ;)

Mom,You GAVE up your time for me and brothers. You patiently waited for me when i talked and TALKEd before you tuck me in the bed. I would find a way to avoid to go bed such as

" ah i forgot to brush my teeth."

" i havent say good night to daddy!"

" Oh mom, what will we do tomorrow? should i wear this clothes? or or, this?"

"mom!dont forget to make me a lunch bag because ill have D.H. i dont want to eat brown bag!."

" mom, i want to have half ponytail or french braid my hair"

you still being next to me and loves me anyway!

When im down or up, you always next to me and comfort me and know how to say things to make me go to school with biggest smile.. people would go to me " why are you SO happy? how do you do that?" i wud smile and said i look at everything as positive.. everything happens for a reason...but from this moment.. i realized.. its because of YOU! You make sure all of us stay together and whenever one of us got in fight. You would make sure that we solve by ourselves yet in control. You always and always will be in the middle of strings that make sure all of us connect to each other and appreciate each other. Once before, i told you some thing about my brother that i dislike, you simply said " i know, he might be different and you don't like it, but you love him anyway just like he loves you. Accept for who he is. we are a family."

You even took care more than 5 children of  yours, babysittin many other babies while your own 5 kids running around in the house.. 

YOU are  a natural mother.. you can take care of 10 kids sametime...you're well known as best babysitter in Tucson and Riverside.. not because how many kids u had but how u approach to each kids and your AFFECTIOn and ur softness, sweetness... :D

when noah entered this world- i was eleven and i saw you helped scarlett with some feedbacks and KNOWS how to make ALL baby TO STOP cry or make it better... I think thats where i got from- love babies/ kids SO much :D

Happy Mother's Day.. I wouldn't be here if it werent for you. You taught me in MANY ways.. to continue living in this world. Even though, we have completely different personality..you're reserved, quiet and shy, yet we r best friends.

 Mom, you're not only GREATEST mom in the world but GREATEST GRANDMA TOO!  I love you, Mommy!

Love always,

Your only daughter, Jessica Marie Valencia :D

Elizabeth Ann Giraldi!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, GIRL!  enjoy ur 21st bday- whoo whoo dnt get too drunk ;)

p.s i think i have ONE pic of us in jr prom..will looking for it n post if i ever find one :D mwah xo

sorry lj people- i still update gj better than this.. so here u go! lateee pics- sorry! heh

 i so wuf this pic with nellie.. ;)

 smile time! nellie- stop bein so bitchy hehe

** we accomplished our mission* :D ah me secret what we did :D btw will post more pics later xo

copied from gj.. that was week.. at fur club.. will update- Cobrafest, last saturday.. **waiting for burke's pics** :D mwah  me and jules... arizona girls rock! :D

 ofc kristen n moi~ :D

 yeppp- i straighten out my hair and highlight *caramel* :D

 (me n paul n krys) heh

 silly kri n jes as usual

 copieddd from GJ!! beware itll be a lot of em!!

yo.. im in mood to...( here it goes... )

JASIU SIMBA VALENCIA

FEB 27, 2005 @

11:08 pm  20 in  8 oz!!!!

HAPPY HAPPY 3rd time AUNTIE :D

Its valentines day... and just feel like to post family pics because they r my life.. i love them to death... of course everyone love their family but pft.. meme love to brag abt mine :D
and include this- my nephews.. and one more coming up.. *still waiting for him to decide to get out of katherine marie gibbins' stomach heh*

well.. you know that we are mexicans.. im not saying that only mexicans have this kind of tight bond with family.. but we are one of them :) i would page my family almost everyday to talk and make sure they r doing good and keep update.. when i dont talk to them for a while.. id feel guilty...i mean theres nobody that could replace each of them.. each of them have difffferent personality.. yet love them.. they love me for who i am..when i am down or up..put things on them.. they will always by me.. and smile along with me when im frown or grouchy sometimes... that almost everyone havent see the other side of me..they ve seen all of them..
many memories that I had with them.. we preserve and laugh about it when we r at home.. all together.. tease our parents for their silly behavior or we would act like them.. there ll be always filled of love in the house.. down mexican style in southern tucson in arizona.. where we always give eachother hugs and kisses every time we leave or arrive and good night/good morning.. some people would go like.. uh you kiss your brothers?! id smile and nodd.. they are my family..
and always will :)
you could say that im very affection person.. its just because where i came from :) ud see me give you a hug every time i see you... and say I L Y every time i leave... :) thats me.. jessica marie valencia

that was last saturday.. group dates.. uh well all of us had date but we went togs.. soo ehhh :) i had a good time.. we played games and etc.. we ate at don pablos.. yummy heh .. then went to mpr to watch kg pledge play :D xoxoies enjoy the pictures

i have more pics.. go check my gj! :)

this pic will do for now.. bc its my fav one heh